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August 12th, 2008
12:41 am - First in a while. I haven't posted in five months on my LJ. Now that's just bad.
I will do a nice big post some time this week for people to read. Not that they will, mind.
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March 14th, 2008
03:59 am - Rant #2. I'm getting a little bored of people being self-centred, and, in some cases, narcissistic. If you'll excuse a borderline sexist comment, most of these people happen to be female.
I've written about my ex on the Muse boards, but she really does embody everything that is bad about the opposite sex. She tells me that she's been "too high to leave the house" in the last two months. When we were still together all she would waffle on about was either herself, her exes or her friends. To say the least, it became a little boring and I'm pretty glad the relationship has ended now. There was never any intelligent conversation at any point, bar perhaps comparing music taste, and that just won't do. Problem is, this perhaps gives me the feeling other females might be the same sort of person. I certainly hope not, but the amount of whinging I see on the Muse boards beggars belief - so many of the problems entailed are ridiculously trivial and in many ways not a problem at all. Losing a phone or not having money is not something to complain about, and nor his not having a boyfriend.
Males can be just as bad. As a race I just find we tend to be more stubborn.
On another note, I've now got a job, even if it is only a paper-round. I very much resent my ex's comment that I should "get a proper job" when she isn't even trying to find one herself despite the fact she whinges so much about not having money. A paper round may not pay well, but hey, it's money every week, and that's not something to complain about; with some luck it will tide me over till I got back to Dundee in September. There's also a fitness element to it too, which is quite rewarding, since 2 or so hours walking on a paper round is bound to some good.
I also now plan to give up smoking, at least until I go back to university. I will probably still smoke the odd joint - for the purpose of relaxing for a while - but fags every day, no. Maybe the odd cigar now and then, yes. Current Mood: calm Current Music: Fennesz
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March 10th, 2008
12:12 am - Rant #1. This will probably be a bit of a ranty blog, just because I'm in the mood to rant.
I find it rather grating when people start to complain about the fact that they have no money, are bored, have no friends, no girlfriend/boyfriend etc.
I understand that money can be an issue, and it is pretty evident that we do need it to maintain ourselves, but be grateful for the fact you have a roof over your head and can sleep in your own bed every night. And I imagine you have the opportunity to eat regularly as well. Just because you don't have the money to do what you want gives no reason to complain.
If you're bored, then it makes you boring. Find something to do, then. It's not exactly that difficult, if we're honest, even if you haven't got money. Meet up with a friend, or go for a walk, read a book or listen to some music. If you had an open enough mind none of these things would be even close to boring.
Internet speak gets on my nerves a bit, especially when people go all mushy on each other and everything turns into a semi-incomprehensible cliquey lovefest. For God's sake. LEARN HOW TO SPEAK PROPER ENGLISH YOU UTTER WASTES OF TIME.
My apologies for prejudice and discrimination in this blog. Current Music: Moondog
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March 5th, 2008
09:22 pm - Judging How Boring Your Life Is.
Personally, I think life is only boring if you don't do enough thinking. Sure, there are the day-to-day activities which we may enjoy; and also those occasional things which are a matter of excitement, but perhaps some might return home ultimately feeling unfulfilled.
It's a grand disposition to be able to maintain a reasonable amount of curiosity about things. One might take a walk, take everything in, and wonder how long all this has been there, what it will be like in the future, what is has been like in the past; perhaps judge whether the way things are is necessarily the way things you'd want them to be - and that's applying both to a personal view and a more generalised one. I always find those with strong conviction of beliefs are those who can actually talk about something confidently, and they tend to be less inhibited.
Maybe society has become superficial, in some ways. All the commerciality of the high streets makes things so impersonal, and there's a lack of humanity.....well, in Colchester, perhaps. Alternative haunts - charity shops, indepedent stores like butcher's, for example, are the places where perhaps you might have an in-depth conversation outside of one's friends group. It might be worth knowing what you are buying, finding out the processes of production etc, so you realy feel you're holding something valuable in your hands, figuratively speaking.
I don't know whether I have made my point clear at all, or whether this will make anyone question further what we see around us. The pessimist in me reigns eternal. Current Music: Peaches En Regalia- Frank Zappa
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March 4th, 2008
10:57 pm - Christ.
Having got to town and dilly-daddled over which account I should put my money into, and after watching Clark drink coffee, it was time to head to Luke's.
The wonderful advantages of Luke not being in. Well, it extends to the use of his computer and the mooching of his bread, so Clark and I were quite happy.
It was a peaceful two hours, then Clark and I borrowed some bikes to meet his Dad to collect a camera. All ran smoothly. Until we got down Gladwin Road, our eventual return destination. Upon trying to stand up on the bike, it caused a minor earthquake when I fell to the ground with a thud. My ligament feels nasty at the moment, the bastards should never have been invented.
Such calamity was amply made up for in the miming to songs, which shall be on youtube in due course. Look for the user SlientWhisper.
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12:57 pm - Late to Bed, Late to Start.
I really ought to get to bed earlier. Last night I think I eventually drifted off at 4 in the morning, though this was after watching an excellent film, Dead Man's Shoes. It's a thriller without all the glamour. It was bloody gritty and brutal, with some fantastic performances from Paddy Considine and Toby Kebbell, who I was surprised to find out had played Rob Gretton, Joy Division's manager, in the film Control.
Still, I did manage to get up around 12.30pm today, which isn't altogether bad. I reckon after lunch I should really start ringing around about jobs, the paper delivering for the road round the corner would be most convenient plus I already know the route, but perhaps I should just predict a strong rebuff from the advertiser.
And then I have to meet a friend in town at 3, which I don't mind, it's just a tad boring having to watch him eat a jacket potato.
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March 2nd, 2008
09:43 pm - Jim's Thoughts Take One. The endless quest for finding a job before going back up to Dundee continues. Let's see what exactly is on offer.......paper delivery, cleaning, date entry........or JSA.
Now, JSA would be the sloth's way out of things. And I'm closely related to the sloth. I made my claim about two weeks ago, and it's being processed as I type, so one is in a bit of a situation - find work, or attempt to find work and get 46 quid a week. Maybe it's because of my complete lack of motivation that the latter is more appealing. The idea of working is not offputting in the slightest - having been a records clerk at the hospital, I know things can not possibly get any more boring - it is just finding that motivation to actually want to get up every morning to go to work.
Money, some might say, is motivation in itself. Well, yes, it should be. Yet, in some ways, one just wants to live in a peaceful idyll, perhaps in a commune, where all is shared, money not so much of an object. The material world is one that would be incredibly difficult to leave behind; there would be a lack of the breadth of music one could listen to, lack of easy access to food; it'd be a matter of adapting to a new environment, and I'm sure this really can't be easy.
Perhaps I should just be happy to live in a contradictory middle-class society where there is injustice round every corner. Everyone else is. There's no much reason to complain, and if we are going to complain, then take a practical approach to things. Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: Loveliescrushing
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07:12 pm - Virgin Post. This is the first Livejournal entry I have made, as I've decided to restrain myself from creating an account until now. This is probably because I am generally of the opinion that blogs are used for self-whoring with words. Maybe I am right, maybe I am wrong.
Either way, I have become one of the masses.
I can either write about what I do, what I'm thinking, or delve into flights of fancy. Of the three options, the last is probably the most appealing. Sorry.
All I can think of to say at the moment is that I am currently listening to Scooby Snacks by FLC. Say what you will about this track, it's catchy, with crap lyrics and a great riff. That dope tinted voice of Huey's is what gives the record an extra oomph and chutzpah.
Any excuse to use the word chutzpah.
In the course of my typing, however, I've now moved onto Storm by Godspeed You Black Emperor. This is both an incredible, and more importantly, an incredible track. I'm sure there are critics of the structure of Godspeed songs, with all it's crescendos and dimuendos, but that's what makes it great; really emotionally charged music. I listened to it flying over the Alps - if only that were literal - and it fitted the scene perfectly.
Ah, wonderful music, sing to me. Current Mood: content Current Music: Godspeed You Black Emperor - Storm
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